Walking on...

I walk on sometimes,
Long after I reach my destination…
I quite don’t know what I am searching for,
What would be my final station?

Times such as these,
I sit at my desk and wander…
My mind roams freely, feels many a breeze,
Strange roads through which I meander…

I am doing what I need to do,
I used to do other things…
But why do I search for many a clue,
Hope (for a glimpse of the future) which to my heart clings…

I wish I knew what lay ahead,
I can answer when someone asks what I shall do later.
I can at least get rid of this dread,
Dread of the unknown that my heart does cater…

I am wandering now,
Through the lanes of my past.
I so clearly see how,
I could have done different, made things last.

Wish I can see into the future,
And wish I can better understand what is going on now.
Wish I can find the cure,
And clear up my confusions somehow…

Ah..i am traveling again,
I shall shortly reach somewhere.
What shall find over there? Will it be complicated or plain?
When I arrive would I still care?

I wish I knew what lay ahead,
I can answer when someone asks what I shall do later.
I can at least get rid of this dread,
Dread of the unknown that my heart does cater…

Oh I wish, I so dearly wish!!!!